Hopefully You Are Not Celebrating Alone #2

Picture By Aslam

This is kind of embarrassing but I want to make this as my tradition. This is my way of saying thank you to those people who are close to me and remember my birthday. I know it is kinda insane with Facebook and everything but hey lemme try my best of jotting down every wishers.
So here you go:

Date	Wisher	Medium	Time
6th September	YASMIN	Parcel and card
25th September	Shazwani Adnan	Facebook	0018
	Sharizal	Facebook	0055
	Diviya	Facebook	0100
	Anis Kitty	Facebook	0100
	Zulfariezi Bapir	Facebook	0100
	Diana	Facebook	0100
	Samuel	Facebook	0100
	Zulfikri Bob	Facebook	0200
	Amirul Shazmi	Facebook	0300
	Ezarul Japp	Facebook	0700
	Adi	Facebook	0900
	Bakhtiar	Face to face	0930
	Nisya Aziz	Facebook	2300
	Famili Angkat di Kg. Kerpan	Phone	2320
26 September	YASMIN	Phone	0000
	Ecah	Phone	0000
	Darwinah	Phone	0000
	Nik Ezzati	Phone	0001
	Kak Cik and family members	Phone	0004
	Ainnul	Phone	0004
	Jinaan	Phone	0004
	Firdaus Abdullah	Facebook	0005
	Hidayah MPP	Phone and Facebook	0005
	Sharifah Bazilah	Facebook
	Pavitra	Facebook	0007
	Yinyin Ahmad	Facebook	0010
	Erfairizie	Phone	0011
	Shahirah	Facebook	0011
	Aslam	Phone	0012
	Chip	Facebook	0012
	Suhada MPP	Facebook	0016
	Lin MPP	Facebook	0018
	Looi	Facebook	0019
	Dalwin	Phone and Facebook	0024
	Juhairi	Face to face (with pillow)	0028
	Fathudin	Face to face (with jajan)	0028
	Hisham	Facebook	0030
	Nazira	Facebook	0030
	Malizar	Facebook	0032
	Fahmi	Facebook	0033
	Izzat Ped	Facebook	0034
	Anis Suhaimi	Facebook	0037
	K.A	Phone	0037
	Fauzana Izwah	Yahoo Messenger	0039
	Ummu Munie	Facebook	0042
	Aimi	Phone	0044
	Aina Bella	Skype	0049
	Ada Bijou	Facebook	0053
	Fazilah Ibrahim	Facebook	0056
	Natasha	Facebook	0059
	Ira	Phone	0059
	Nurhazwani	Facebook	0103
	Hakim	Facebook	0111
	Akrymi	Facebook	0112
	Amalia Rosmadi	Facebook	0115
	Shakira Shaky	Facebook	0120
	Shedah Hanafiah	Facebook	0123
	Ayien Ain	Facebook	0128
	Nurul Ashikin	Facebook	0130
	Rizky	Facebook	0132
	Anem	Facebook	0135
	Yuliana	Facebook	0137
	Fadhli	Facebook	0141
	Dzulfazri	Facebook	0203
	Hazwan Janai	Facebook	0215
	Adam	Facebook	0220
	Akma	Facebook	0305
	Harihan	Facebook	0513
	Afiq	Facebook	0528
	Arep	Facebook	0537
	Faisal Chon	Facebook	0548
	Inda	Facebook	0611
	Mira McQ	Facebook	0622
	Taufiq	Phone	0813
	Fiqqs Afiqah	Facebook	0825
	Abdullah Abbas	Facebook	0837
	Ummu	Facebook	0840
	Amir Azfar	Facebook	0845
	Nazmi	Facebook	0850
	Ainina	Phone	0907
	Khairul Nazmi K.N	Facebook	0915
	Lalah	Facebook	0920
	Eka	Facebook	0922
	Eyda Farhanna	Facebook	0925
	Ayuni	Facebook	0936
	Mee Chang	Facebook	0941
	Intan Najihah	Facebook	0950
	Norliza	Facebook	1011
	Jihadullah	Facebook	1015
	Kak Yan	Facebook	1024
	Kak K	Facebook	1047
	Yantie	Facebook	1107
	Hafizul	Phone	1115
	Izzah	Facebook	1122
	Farhan	Facebook	1129
	Faqis	Facebook	1148
	Munirah Niera	Facebook	1159
	Amex	Facebook	1217
	No’eh	Facebook	1239
	A’an	Facebook	1301
	Dharshini	Facebook	1329
	The whole TEYL 2	Face to face	1330
	Cecil	Facebook	1347
	Salsabila	Facebook	1350
	Apit	Facebook	1358
	Shazwani	Facebook	1404
	Aina	Facebook	1409
	Kak Asnidar	Facebook	1419
	Maula	Facebook	1427
	Nadzirah	Facebook	1437
	Hasnah	Facebook	1442
	Subir	Facebook	1450
	Azwan Kholem	Facebook	1508
	Khairy Arep	Facebook	1521
	Hakim	Facebook	1524
	Wawa	Facebook	1532
	Ralis	Facebook	1537
	Cecilia	Facebook	1542
	Nadiah Azizan	Facebook	1549
	LeeWai Yan	Facebook	1552
	Asmidar	Facebook	1608
	Nur Azila	Facebook	1615
	Nur Atiqah	Facebook	1620
	Ahmad Zaki	Facebook	1635
	Nur Azila	Facebook	1639
	Ambiga	Facebook	1642
	Rodzi	Facebook	1701
	Raja Nur Zahirah	Facebook	1704
	Didie	Facebook	1732
	Khasanah	Facebook	1737
	Didie	Facebook	1742
	Amir Syafiq	Facebook	1806
	Fuad Sani	Facebook	1818
	Sam NST	Facebook	1834
	Nad	Facebook	1840
	Nishan	Facebook	1903
	Nana and Mawi	Facebook	1915
	Amy Sia	Facebook	1923
	Nurul Huda	Phone	1953
	Siti Syafiqah	Facebook	2035
	Aishah Zulkefli	Facebook	2119
	Siti Fairus	Facebook	2127
	Sabri	Facebook	2147
	Juanna Johan	Facebook	2229
	Nurul Afna	Facebook	2237
	Farahana	Facebook	2249
	Murni	Facebook	2324
	Raihanah	Facebook	2332
	Haris Sulaiman	Facebook	2341
27 September	Haidar	Facebook	0036
	Ilyana Zafirah	Phone	0046
	Ahlam	Facebook	0052
	Anis Izaty Aj	Facebook	0100
	Syed Nurhafiz	Face to face	0739

It's not about who wish first or how many people wish me but I really appreciate everyone in making my birthday a blast.

Special thanks to:

• My family. Mak and ayah, kak long, kak ngah and kak cik and abang2 ipar and also my anak-anak.
• My TEYL 2 friends who accidentally organized a wonderful BBQ party at Batu Feringghi. Thanks to Payet, Anis, Ainnul, Dalwin, Fikri, Looi, Hazwan, Aje, Faqih, Sham, Wani, Shira, Pah, Siti, Pavi, Puvi, Shah, Haris, Soul, Faiz, Zul, Nisah, Aslam, Yazid and Boss.
• Big thanks to Yasmin for sending me the lovely present and to be the first and the most to wish me.
  

THANK YOU

Tribute

I'm single.
Maybe that's just who I am.
And you know what? I like being single.
Being single's the best.
Yeah, stay out as late as you want.
Answer to no one.
The whole world full of endless possibilities.
Never having to go to a farmer's market.

Okay. Ah... doing some math here.
Table six has got three bridesmaids: an eight, an eight, and a seven.
I am willing to give you one of the eights, lowering myself to a 15,
which means you owe me...

Ted Mosby and Barney Stinson
How I Met Your Mother S01E12 The Wedding


Okay, yes, it's a mistake. I know it's a mistake.
But there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake, and look back, and say, "Yep. That was a mistake."
So, really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake, because then you go your whole life not really knowing if something is a mistake or not.

Lily Aldrin
How I Met Your Mother S01E21 - Milk

I used to wait patiently at my PC, waited for you to online on FB and silently bid 'take care Bubu' every single working morning at 8.00 a.m. I just want to make sure that you reached your office safe and sound. Now you are not even on my friend list. I do what I had to do. I miss us.

Soy Un Perdedor

I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me.

I haven't been updating my blog for a while. No entry at all for July. It was a hectic month and a sad one as well, so I better keep it to myself that than whining it up here.

I'm now back in Penang for my last year of degree. Back to basic, back to the old college, climbing up and down the hills just to get to the class. No complain though as Penang is much better than UUM, travel wise an yeah, it is much closer to my home.

So back to the title, loser eh? It is not the first time I feel this but it has been stronger for the past few weeks. It all started when we had a dinner in our lecturer's house, like a homecoming dinner for us after spending 2 years in UUM. So she wanted to know our updates, what we are up to and the favorite question, single or in relationship. so we take turns to tell our updates where I realized most of my classmate has found their love when we were in UUM. And when it comes to me, well my answer will be 'still single and looking for trouble'. It was a pretty sad thing to tell to be honest.

I predicted earlier on that, when I come back to Penang, I will start looking for love, like I used to. But after a month here I realized, I don't have the urge to do that anymore.  And when I see some of my friends already going out with someone here, I feel like a loser. But the truth is I don't go for it like them. I really feel like now I don't have to have someone special yet. Why? Because it is not necessary and I have to admit here, I'm a commitment freak. I can't be in a relationship for now. I am definitely not ready for it. Financial wise, period.


And yes, after you have to stop loving someone you love the most, you definitely don't feel like taking another chance with others right? Not now.

Your Call

I'm waiting for your call.

Like the lovely song above, I'm dying to listen to her voice. It's been awhile since the last time we speak. I've been going through some very depressing situation and everything I do is for her. There is no more 'we', only 'I' and 'she' and I want the best for her, even it means I'm the one having to deal with 40 kinds of sadness.

Everything I see reminds me of her, such a cliche. Hehe. The white car, the songs, the cupcakes, the bangles, YM, Skype and every single detail that make my head spins. I think it is pretty normal for a guy to suffer after a break up. Relationship hangover.

I thought I gonna handle this well. Well, I'm proven wrong. No such thing as easy break-ups. Even though I know it will come and I prepared myself, the outcome is still pretty much the same. I'm devastated, suffering from a severe 'I-Miss-You-Come-Back-To-Me-Please' syndrome. I have to find a cure.

 Don't call me, I will be fine. Time will tell.